Friendship

A friend is like a rainbow
Always there for you after the storm

Madness

Pirates of the Caribbean #3 At Worlds End when they are at the meeting

Elizabeth: This is Madness!
Jack: This is Politics

how come fictional characters have so much perspective in the movies?

Declaration of Independence

the following content is directed towards U.S citizens and is by no means political, racial or meant to be discriminating in any way towards those who are not U.S citizens. feel free to read anyway. afterall we are the "free" country...right?
how many of the people in the United States of America have actually read the daclaration or the constitution do you think? give me a rough estimate. when you think about it probablly not that many people right? and that seems kind of stupid because it's because of the people who made and signed the declaration and constitution that we are the people we are. i am going to help you out by not just giving you one link but both!the declaration and the constitution!
Favorite line form declaration:"But when a long train of abuses and usurpations, pursuing invariably the same Object evinces a design to reduce them under absolute Despotism, it is their right, it is their duty, to throw off such Government, and to provide new Guards for their future security. — Such has been the patient sufferance of these Colonies; and such is now the necessity which constrains them to alter their former Systems of Government."
Link:http://www.ushistory.org/declaration/document/index.htm
Favorite line from constitution:"We the People of the United States, in Order to form a more perfect Union,establish Justice, insure domestic Tranquility, provide for the commondefence, promote the general Welfare, and secure the Blessings of Liberty toourselves and our Posterity, do ordain and establish this Constitution for theUnited States of America."
Link:http://www.usconstitution.net/const.txt
read it, reread it whatever but try and understand what it means
don't just give up because of all the big words in it honestyly try and understand it
use dictionary.com for all i care
Ask yourself what it means and why
Think about it

Check It Out

Well hello again. my sister has decided to start a blog also. So check it out! i put it under the Links! sidebar but here it is anyway.

Don't tell her i said this but she might cry from no comments

Help!

P.S
i changed my name to TwilightMafia so if your wondering what happened then that's what happened

"Real World"

what is up with that phrase? the real world? everything is real whether you are in school or not. we all experience real things during school that are in the real world. the structure of people at school is the same as out in the world.
example 1 School
people with the best clothes or the most popular have the most power in the class
Example 2 Work
people with the best jobs or are favored by the boss have the best things and usually get promoted
Need i continue? i see the similarities between the structure of people in a classroom and a structure of peolpe in the real world are pretty similar.

What i would WANT to do

1. Forensic Anthropologist


2. Photographer


3. Librarian


4. Book Store Owner


5. Artist(?)


6. Anthropologist


7. Historian Proffesor


8. Scientist

Wow seeing those jobs there makes me realize that i really need a plan. there are mostly jobs that have nothing in common.

what am i going to do?

What to do

I have no idea what i want to do with my life. what college i want to got to which my job will reflect. then i ask myself why am i worrying i still have 5 years to decide. however i know how fast those years will go by. i do like to study history but i don't know if i want to be a history professor. antropology would be interesting but forensics are one of the things i really like. tracing stuff...oh and the wonderful examination of dead bodies. the definition of forensic anthropology is from wiki... "Forensic anthropology is the application of the science of physical anthropology and human osteology (the study of the human skeleton) in a legal setting, most often in criminal cases where the victim's remains are more or less skeletonized. A forensic anthropologist can also assist in the identification of deceased individuals whose remains are decomposed, burned, mutilated or otherwise unrecognizable. The adjective "forensic" refers to the application of this subfield of science to a court of law."

that would be an interesting job to say the least. i like science and might be able to get through college but what if i then make the biggest mistake of my life by doing a job like this but then realizing i don't have what it takes. taht's the problem i am going to get out of high school and have no idea what i am doing. i have no real interests that would revolve anround a job... i like to draw but im not particularily good at it. i don't want to draw for a living it's more of a hobby.i like to read and can read fast. i would like to have a plan about what i am and who i am going to be and what i will do before i get out of high school and it is too late.

Catergorizing

Recently one of my friends that i thought knew me told me i was boring because i wouldn't talk to her. she paid no attention to my reaction she then procceded to talk to another one of my friends. but when i stood up and said "Excuse me while i remove my boring self from your incredibly exciting presence. forgive me for intruding on your awesomeness" i am pretty sure she noticed i then walked from the room into the bathroom to punch the wall. this had already happened to me at school and that just made it worst. two people telling me that?!i do talk when i feel the need. i find listening to people better it helps me to understand their reasons behind doing things
why do people have to catergize people like that? pretend that they know every fiber of our soul and then take all of our being and puts it into a little box with a label on it? why do they think that they have the right to do that? it makes me feel infuriated that they think have the right to do that to set us apart from the mass in abad way just because we are who we are. a good way of being set apart is in regular everyday life when you relaize the defining characteristic of yourself.
needless to say i think maybe i was a little hasty and she is no longer my friend
stuff like that happens so rapidly though one second you have a friend the next someone oversteps the line and it happens the momentous moment of the day when everything changes in the day of our lives.
she was never close to me and i don't think that it was right that she thought she had the power to do that.i am happy i stood up for my self and not let her walk all over me. but i can't help but think what would have happened if i had just explained it to her and not reacted like i did...
it reminds me of what Edward said about Alice seeing things in Twilight.
that things of the future are not defininte and the slightest change in the roads of the future affects the future of that person...

A Million Pieces

The song by emmy rossum made me think it was how Bella looked to me in my mind after Edward left her...lyrics:

Shiver cold I stand alone.
Feel the cold dissolve.
Black clouds rolling overhead.
Part of me is gone.
Like water now within my hands,
You're nothing I can hold.
As every second slips away,
I've nothing left to show.
I'm undone.
Without you now I'm in a million pieces.
Undone.
I'm not myself if you say I am not yours.
Porcelain white, the storm sets in.
Unraveling my life.
Cut my hands on broken glass.
Holding on too tight.
I'm barely held with tape and string.
And I'm still alive.
This heavy heart is caving under this goodbye.
I 'm undone.
Without you now I'm in a million pieces.
Undone.
I'm not myself if you say I am not yours.
Undone.
Without you now just echoes in the silence.
Undone.
I'm nowhere now if you say I'm not yours.
Why can't I just let go?
Would you leave my head alone?
Please now now I can't take anymore.
Going around around.
I'm going nowhere fast.
Here I am.I'm undone.
Without you now I'm in a million pieces.
Undone.
I'm not myself if you say I am not yours.
Undone.
Without you now just echoes in the silence.
Undone.
I'm nowhere now if you say I'm not yours.
music video link even though it doesn't have emmy in it there wasn't one that she had sung with her in it...
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=EsAiW1yaILs

Twilight Saga

Twilight is exactly my brand of heroin. it's like a drug for my i can't stop reading them. Stephenie meyer released the cover art for breakindg dawn and part of the first chapter. here are the links.
Cover art:http://www.amazon.com/gp/product/031606792X?ie=UTF8&tag=stepheniemeye-20&linkCode=as2&camp=1789&creative=9325&creativeASIN=031606792X

Chapter:http://www.ew.com/ew/article/0,,20203238,00.html

i can't wait for the book but i don't want the series to end. to wait out my summer like this only to get the book and finish it within 3 days with no books like stephenie's after that oh how it wounds the soul. i do have the Laurie R. King series to finish and Language of the Bees does come out soon... maybe not a complete waste then

Books

In my school we have these competions were everyone has tio read at least 5 books on a chosen list to participate. Most of the books are boring to me but their were a couple of good ones. Like Side Effects by Amy Koss is about a smart aleck girl named Isabella who gets lymphona cancer and is Hodgkin's disease. She loves to draw and always with Paper Mate pens and spiral note books. She like any girl obsesses over a boy in her class called Jared and gets her heart broken when he starts to go out with Amanda a girl who trys to cheer Isabella up by making her a video full of laugh therapy. It really is just a tasteless video that makes fun of cancer. Read this book it's short but I love the humor and the charisma in Isabella.

"Why is it that, as a culture, we are more comfortable seeing two men holding guns than holding hands?" ~Ernest Gaines
Really... this is actually true unless of course your are being murdered because then i wouldn't be thinking of guns... but if people want to marry the same sex then what's the big deal? why should we even care about who marries who when there are government officials people in Menymar who are refusfusing to let aid form foriegn countries... China which suffered the earthquake...
Sometimes i really hate the world...it makes me so mad that the solution to these problems are sttaring people in the face and yet they do nothing because of protocol...

RBOI
The Mentawai tribe of Indonesia file their teeth into sharp points.

Rythm

Have you ever noticed that the world has a beat that continues? It's more of a pulse than an actual beat but it is there. sometimes when i go outside i notice that it is more pronounced there then in the city or near other people. I wonder why that is. Is it because of the natural order of things that it just falls into that beat of life that keeps going on?

RBOI
The longest recorded flight for a flying squirrel is 2.5 miles

Sanity

Sanity is Madness put to good use

RBOI
The brain continues to send electrical waves up to 37 hours after death.

Politics

Poli means many and even though the spelling isn't right ticks are blood sucking parasites so politicians are many parasites who suck our money instead of blood!

Quote "I believe in looking reality staight in the eye and denying it."
Garrison Keillor

RBOI
During most of earth's history, the North and South Poles had no ice

Literary Names

My literary name would be...

*drum roll*

Stephenie Shadow Cullen

Try It!!! Great fun my sister says

go to...

http://www.jeffvandermeer.com/2008/04/28/embracing-our-other-selves-formula-for-creating-your-literary-name/



bye ^_^

Love and War

Love is like a War...
Easy to Start...
Hard to End...
And Unable to Forget...

RBOI
The Milky Way takes about 2000,000,000 yars to make one revolution

Existence

What if nothing exists and we’re all in somebody’s dream? We all have no standing except in their mind and they control us. Almost like a God game. the game where everyone is controlled by the person playing. I think that the people who create the god games only do that so they have a security in their world. Like they want to control the people in the game so they can have them do what they want. People who need something like that make me sick. I mean it is their own fault that the are so insecure in the world.


RBOI

More of you brain is used to control your thumb than your stomach

Life

What happens when we kill someone? does the reason matter? I would like to believe that we suffer by taking on some of the pain in the world. Does the life matter? is the life of a bug the same as the life of a human or other animal? what if it was? What if every living thing on earth had an equal cost of a life? What is the cost of a life? Does it matter how you live your life? as a, lack of a better word, good or bad person? is that a defining characteristic or does it not matter?

RBOI
The Pizza Hut that gets the most buissness in the world is in Paris, France

Human Stupidity

I can say safely that I hate the Human Race. I would say that all the humans should go and die but I know that I would never be able to do that and go die. The truth is most of us actually know the value of a life. And the cost of it. We should all be grateful for what we have not try and further it by making money or getting the coolest stuff that we can. I mean for those of you who watch the news at night know that people are some of the stupidest things in the world. Why do people murder or lie or... You probally know where i am going with this but anyway. SOme of the stupidest things in the world were invented and used wrongly. Let me paint a picture of an Ideal world concerning humans. Guns should only be issused for the army and even then if we abolish wars then all guns will be stripped of use for metal and other useful substances. No more drugs would mean that hospitals could use morphine or anything. Along with guns no other weapons like bombs or anything. See all the flaws in our world Do you see what I mean nothing is perfect so what we depend on now will eventually doom the world. Sorry to be so pessimistic but i really believe that the world would be better off without it.
American Idiot by Greenday inspired this
RBOI
During the Great Depression 44% of banks failed.